Afraid..

..to post this, I hope I don't jinx myself. but here goes...


WOW this was a good week, I am not sure what has changed but looking back at it, it seemed to be a pretty good week. We seemed busier then usual, not sure what we did all week but I don't remember being home a lot. I don't remember yelling at Michael a bunch either and boy did the week go by so fast. My week schedule was changed due to Memorial day and I think I really really liked it. It was nice to play with new times and days and such and prepare for how I might like a switch-a-roo in the fall.

Not sure why I am sitting here typing this, I don't feel like I have a lot to gripe about this time, no long updating posts either. Guess I just wanted to post that life feels pretty good right now.

I am still so far in debt and no hope for getting out of that anytime soon. In fact I am having the sprinkler system fixed tomorrow and cha-ching.. yep more money.. sigh! I just keep chugging along and have this thought deep in my mind that it will only be one more year, just one more year.. I would love to have a normal life, 1 job, less stress, time with my kiddo, etc.. One can hope I guess.

This week I go see the orthodontist for the first time since I got my braces on. I go to them on Monday, so a bit nervous on how that will go and how much I will be in pain that week. I laugh at myself as I look at my teeth sometimes 5+ times a day, looking, staring, hoping to see how they are changed and any difference in them.

Michael also has a Kindergarten thing this Thursday, so I am only working half a day then too. It is a slide show and some songs they will sing or something, I need to get my video camera out and charged up and ready to go. So cute.. I love these lil performances.

I had a friend watch Michael Wednesday night after I was asked last minute to work and spent tons of time calling and stressing about HOW could take him and watch him. Working a night shift AFTER my school job felt very odd but ti was good to get those extra house. Do that day I worked 9am to 9pm with 20min in between with my son, taking him from one place (school) to the next (sitter). I just pray there is no damage being done with how little I see him sometimes (oh so I feel). But as I stressed over sitters, I ran across someone who I used to work with and who goes to my church who is jobless and available to watch him in the future.. woohoo! What an answer to prayer. I didn't want just any sitter, was nervous about finding someone for my hours and such and this will be great (at least til she in unavailable and gets a job).. She has done the early morning Target thing and sooo "gets it". This really just fell into my arms and was shocked how fast and easy it worked out. I hope to use her 2 Saturdays a month for now, any night shifts I can pick up too. Then see if she is still available for the fall for what I hope to be a big schedule change for me. She will watch him 2 Saturdays from now and just pray it goes well. If so, that was an easy search, one I was stressing over and would have continued to stress over all summer long not knowing who I would find, how I would like them, how the hours would work out, the money part, etc. This could be good.. so praying it is.

Well I am BEAT, so tired and not sure why I still sit here.. More later.